AnonymousDeleted UserOctober 3, 2020 at 7:52 am
Carlos, I can absolutely relate to this. I grew up in a very similar context. Understanding that *disorientation* is actually ok is one of the most freeing things I’ve ever learned. It’s ok to have days that look and sound like the Psalms I was afraid to read growing up. I would actually avoid reading Psalms that seemed to express displeasure in circumstances because somehow I believed that it meant I didn’t have faith. Looking back, all three seasons – orientation, disorientation, new orientation – have deeply formed me and I’m grateful for all of them!